Haven't had time to blog it has been a long day. Just got home from a ladies night. Didn't drink anything but a sugar free redbull. Well, I made some delicious meals today! I am supe proud of my cooking but still feel so far away from the me I want to be. Had to buy some new clothes which I was looking forward too until I had to try on clothes. That was so discouraging. Even though I've lost weight I'm still not the size I want to be and it makes me feel so damn frusterated. Just gotta hang in there and wait to buy more clothes for a while. Anyway, just thought I would vent some of my negative feelings and let it all out. I don't want to be insecure anymore I want to feel confident in my clothes and feel good about myself. UGH! I have felt this way most of my life. I felt like I had to buy granny pants today just so they'd be comfortable and not give me any weird looking bulges. But, one good purchase I did make (well my Dad bought em!) was some good running/walking shoes! They are nike and feel so wonderful on my feet! I know they will motivate me to get moving and exercise more. I'm not going to stop this journey until I am satisfied! I am too young to feel like this. I have the rest of my life to devote to fitness, health and happiness. Well, I'm gonna blog my food journal! Until tomorrow!
Food Journal
Breakfast
1 slice of whole wheat toast w/ I Can't Believe It's Not Butter
1/2 of a grapefruit with splenda
I scrambled egg w/ sea salt
water
Snack
Green Smoothie (cucumbers, celery, salad greens, a little kiwi juice and splenda)
Lunch
Left over Sunday Gumbo
Snack
Cheese stick
Edamame beans
Dinner
Chicken (marinated over night in mango island marinade...about 25 cals) stir fried with portabello mushrooms, onions and pineapples.
Salad with vinegrette and feta cheese
Snack
Bag of baked lays w/ 100 cal pack of guacamole
1 sugar free red bull
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